I'm thinking BBB may not happen this year. I really want to participate, and I had a good time with it last year, but I am so ridiculously unmotivated. I even have a vague plot idea about a marching band AU where Spencer and Brendon don't really know each other, but they both try out for drum major and Spencer gets lead and Brendon gets second, ( Read more... )

There's Nowhere to Move On
Brendon/Spencer, (Jon/Ryan)
~22,000 words
NC-17
Sometimes you have to lose everything before you can find what you need.

Warnings: Attempted suicide. I should state that I have no experience with severe depression and anything regarding such in this story has been gleaned from various sources. I have no doubt that ( Read more... )

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Back to masterpost

My mixer was brokengravity, and she did an awesome job! I really love how the mix flows from slightly depressing songs to more hopeful ones. Thank you so much! I really love it.

Tracklisting:01 - Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly the Same ( Read more... )

I feel like making a random and pointless post, so that is probably what this will be.

I had Thai food for dinner tonight, followed by Dairy Queen, and I am uncomfortable. It would have been smarter to skip the Dairy Queen. Also safer, since the one I went to was kind of scary, and next to a strip joint. And not the high class kind, either! ( ( Read more... )

GUYS GUYS GUYS, BBB POSTING HAS BEGUN AND I AM SO EXCITED THAT EVEN CAPSLOCK CANNOT EXPRESS MY GLEE.

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I NEEDED THE SPARKLES, OKAY, IT'S AN IMPORTANT OCCASION. SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED, OMG.

What I should be doing tonight: Finishing my bbb.

What I actually am doing: Watching Jon & Kate Plus 8 (JFC, I HATE JON.)

GUYS, GUYS, SERIOUSLY. I HAVE SIX DAYS LEFT AND I STILL HAVE SO MUCH I'M SUPPOSED TO WRITE AND I'M NEVER GOING TO FINISH.

I need someone to stand over me with a whip and force me to write. Any takers?

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